Cat5 o’ Nine Tails

Or, my boyfriend made me an evil flogger, isn’t that sweet of him?

As cool as it looks, I don’t intend to actually hit anyone with it. I whapped my hand with it pretty gently, and it was not a good time. The connectors themselves are pretty thuddy, and they have vicious sharp edges. However, it fills my nerdy little heart with glee to have my own cat5 o’ nine tails.

In case I have any non-nerds reading, it’s called a cat5 o’ nine tails because it’s made of category 5 network cable (technically, it’s category 5e, but now I’m just being a terrible nerd), better known as cat5.

More awesome links

Penthesilea Bellatrix (who I discovered through her interview with Dishevelled Domina, which you should go read right now if you haven’t already), has an especially well reasoned post about why the word dom is gender-fucking-neutral, goddammit. Here’s a snippet:

And it does bother me that male doms don’t feel the need to call themselves “dominus” or the like because they get to be perceived as having ownership of a word that doesn’t solely belong to them. This is an instance in kink where men are being portrayed as the “unmarked state” [relevant quote , source]

She links to references and everything, isn’t it great?

Emily Nagosaki also has a fantastic post about an extremely important concept that’s missing from most sex education – how to feel about what you’re doing. Mind = blown. If you’re not sure how that relates to kink, don’t worry, the always awesome Lily Lloyd already got there and commented all about it.

Here’s a little teaser from Emily’s post:

It’s how you feel that makes the difference, not so much what you do.

And that’s why so many sex books fall short.

They tell you what to do – how to have an orgasm, how to give oral sex… but not knowing WHAT TO DO often isn’t what prevents people from having satisfying, joyful sex lives; it’s not knowing HOW TO FEEL. How do I feel about orgasms? How do I feel about oral sex? How do I feel about my own body and my partner’s body and my partner’s feelings about my body and their body?

And a bit of Lily’s comment:

I once had a partner express a fantasy to me, where they were woken up from sleep, had a hand put over their mouth, and were brought to orgasm.

But I didn’t really know how to play this out until I knew how they wanted to feel. Was this a mock-scary scene where the fantasy partner was a stranger? Was the partner someone they knew doing something naughty in the summer camp bunkhouse where it was important that nobody wake up during this? Same activity, totally different psychologically.

In the unlikely event that you haven’t already read it, you should go read Noah Brand’s Why I Don’t Believe In The Domme Deficit, then comment either there or at the post Dishevelled Domina already started. A lot of the post is derivative of Bitchy Jones and Fizz, but the author has a really interesting point about how implicit power imbalances are a very common trope in fan fiction, which is almost exclusively written and read by women, and is often sexually explicit.

When one looks at the pornographic culture that gave us whumpwoobies, and hurt/comfort, one sees a kaleidoscope of erotic images of men writhing in torment, crying, begging, suffering beautifully right and left.

Call me crazy, but I feel like there’s juuuuust a little power dynamic there.

So what I’m seeing from where I’m standing is a huge demographic of women who are really turned on by male submission, but who, in Bitchy Jones’ phrase, “aren’t comfortable in femdom.” That’s a pretty serious disconnect.

Noah Brand is also worth reading for posts like the one this quote came from:

Naturally, an awful lot of what’s being made is weird porn. Yes, there are many fanfics that are silly jokes, or character studies, or casefic, or otherwise not porn. There’s also universes of D/s, mpreg, knotting, and (for one-stop shopping) porn-oriented AUs like the Alpha/Omegaverse, in which the way MRAs perceive masculinity becomes literally true and a lot gayer. This is why, when Gail Dines argues that the internet has made men addicted to porn, and influenced men’s sexual fetishes until they make perverse demands on women, who themselves never enjoy porn and thus are free of sexual fetishes, I laugh until I can’t breathe.

You’ve just got to love that last line, even if it is sad that women only feel safe talking about or indulging their kinks when there are (most likely) no men looking.

Sweet, a whole post and I hardly had to write anything of my own 🙂 I’ll get back into this blogging thing yet!